[The sight of how red Kaveh's cheeks has gotten after Alhaitham pulls away from the kiss sends a small little thrill through him; he's always liked seeing the ways that he can affect Kaveh so, and knowing now that its because his senior holds affections for him has been... an undeniably heady thought.
It's part of why Alhaitham is making himself do this, to put in the effort to understand love in all of its forms. He wants to understand it, so that he can communicate it, and when he does so it will be from a place where his senior is unable to cast any doubt on it. That what Alhaitham will show to him is love that will be fully understood and entirely genuine.
But until then this is good, and Alhaitham smiles against Kaveh's lips as his senior leans back in to take a second kiss, one hand coming to rest against his hip to keep him in place as Alhaitham returns the gesture, his own chest growing warm from something as simple as this. If he could, he'd want to have this forever.]
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It's part of why Alhaitham is making himself do this, to put in the effort to understand love in all of its forms. He wants to understand it, so that he can communicate it, and when he does so it will be from a place where his senior is unable to cast any doubt on it. That what Alhaitham will show to him is love that will be fully understood and entirely genuine.
But until then this is good, and Alhaitham smiles against Kaveh's lips as his senior leans back in to take a second kiss, one hand coming to rest against his hip to keep him in place as Alhaitham returns the gesture, his own chest growing warm from something as simple as this. If he could, he'd want to have this forever.]