Volunteering

[hellofishies]

Type: Video
Sender ID: hellofishies (Arkady)
To: Everyone
Subject: Volunteering Volunteers?
Warnings: N/A

Hello! [ Arkady waves with a big smile ] I'm Arkady and I need help. I'd like to be able to help people more here but I need to know how much I can. Back home I can see the future sometimes when I try. But the people I would try with aren't here.

[ which is very hard for her so really she's just looking to find more people she can help look after. Anything to feel more useful than she currently does. ]

Would anyone be willing to let them look for them? It wouldn't hurt you! [ just her ]

I could also maybe help with other things. Lost memories or broken minds. It's wasn't my specialty but I know hurt. I just... [ she fidgets awkwardly with the sheer skirt she's wearing before saying quietly: ] want to do more than I did back home

Comments

[magehater928]

Probably is not a convincing enough answer.

What do you mean?

[hellofishies]

You're very sweet for being so concerned for a stranger.

[magehater928]

[That certainly catches him off guard. He supposes it is partly concern.

Perhaps it’s projecting a little, as well. He understands what it’s like to live with something that can harm both ways and the gravity of it.

He inhales to say something, hesitates, and then sighs.]

I would rather people here not use their.. [It doesn’t seem like magic, so he’s refraining] ..abilities in a way that would bring harm to them.

I would not see it as a thing worth putting you through. Even if it means I could remember.

[hellofishies]

It would take a lot for my abilities to really hurt me. And I also can heal very fast.

[ she pauses a beat and then very cheerfully follows up with: ]

I'm pretty sure I can't die either. [ see it's all good ]

What don't you remember?

[magehater928]

I have known plenty who assumed they could not die and did anyways, but…

[Fenris still doesn’t seem convinced, but she’s at the least somewhat confident in herself.]

I cannot remember myself, or my life before a certain point. Only faint whispers of details.

[hellofishies]

I came back both times I died back home. But I haven't tried it here yet. [ Will she? Maybe. But that's her own business. ]

Oh, I'm very sorry. Were the memories locked away by someone or something? Or did you have an accident?

[magehater928]

I would rather you not.

[That sounds stressful??? Don’t do that.]

I.. am not sure if they were locked away, or broken, or erased. But something was done to me, to change me. After that, I could not remember myself, or my life. Only fragments of it.

[hellofishies]

[ people should stop worrying about her, it's rude. ]

I can't promise I could help you, but I could try if you ever find yourself comfortable enough. Or if you just want to talk about what happened, I'm good at listening.

[magehater928]

[Fenris lets out a hesitant grunt.]

I suppose I could at least speak of it. I would rather not do so openly, however.

[hellofishies]

We can meet somewhere if you'd like then.