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[subigito]

Type: Text
Sender ID: anonymous (Astarion)
To: General Public
Subject: The Rifts
Warnings: None

What is even the point of becoming close to anyone here, if they can all just leave as quickly as they came?

Oh, sure, let's all play our little games and finish our silly little quests and feel this sense of camaraderie working towards a goal we all damn well know is unaccomplishable. And along the way, we can learn the magic of friendship only to have it taken away by the Rifts without any further explanation.

It would be nicer to believe we were being held to the whims of some vengeful god instead of the unfeeling randomness of the Rifts and their "unknowable" magic.

Then, at least, there would be someone to curse for the cruelty of it.

Comments

[partybabysitter]

[ Xenk is soooooo good at mourning, stranger!! ]

Then once you have mourned him, you can find comfort in knowing he has returned to his home.

But the mere fact that he is returned need not lessen the hurt you feel. It is acceptable to feel saddened, angry, or lost, when one experiences a loss.

[subigito]

It doesn't feel like much of a comfort.

[partybabysitter]

It will not, when the ache is new. Allow yourself to feel however you feel now. Seek your own comforts, be they among friends, drink, a good book or a fair distraction.

With time, his safety will comfort you. But today, allow yourself time to treasure his memories and miss him. Were I your friend, I would wish for the same.

[subigito]

I suppose it might. I don't know. Right now I'm just angry.

[partybabysitter]

An understandable response.

While I would normally suggest meditation as a means to work through anger, I sense this may not be an avenue that would be appreciated.

Have you attempted a ride through the forest? Or perhaps you might find someone to fight, so long as they are aware of your feelings. Something to tire yourself physically, to match your mental strain.

[subigito]

I'll think about it, but honestly it sounds like more trouble than it's worth.

[partybabysitter]

It may be. The value placed in it is up to you.

I wish you the best of luck, regardless.

[subigito]

Thank you.