I am making sacrifices. I sacrifice my sanity every fuckin' day for this!
[ she exclaims, because surge has made sacrifices, she has given up so much unwillingly. even being who she is now is a sacrifice that was done against her will, but it was still her sacrifice. her brows furrow, blue eyes watch eggman with a bit of uncertainty as she listens to him.
when it comes to surge, she has only so much left, and only gains more once sonic is dead. her mind has already dwindled, she loses it every so often of the horrors and the stress of loss and the pain. she's giving it away even now listening to this nonsense that somewhat makes sense. even with her body altered, she breaks herself down over and over, risking her life and after everything to move towards her goal, if deconstructed to reach the end, who will rebuild her? ]
I'd give up everythin' just to see that blue hedgehog stripped of everything I ever had.
[ yeah, she'll say that shit aloud because no matter what, she cannot stand how he lives without consequences. how he chooses to rebuild and wait for the same threat over and over and over again to obtain praise from the masses where real heroes have to give up pieces of themselves. what has sonic lost during his whole time? it makes her feel pathetic knowing she wasn't able to get the final blow because if she could just...
she looks at her hands, fingers curling like she wouldn't mind choking him until his final breath. despite everything, he toys with her.
it's coming down to having nothing and then when she has nothing to give is that where she runs into a dead end of being a hero? that wall that'll be in her way she's unable to overcome because she gave up everything for that same little game of saving and waiting. ]
And what the hell is supposed to be better than a hero!? What am I supposed to do to even amount to what I'm supposed to be!?
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[ she exclaims, because surge has made sacrifices, she has given up so much unwillingly. even being who she is now is a sacrifice that was done against her will, but it was still her sacrifice. her brows furrow, blue eyes watch eggman with a bit of uncertainty as she listens to him.
when it comes to surge, she has only so much left, and only gains more once sonic is dead. her mind has already dwindled, she loses it every so often of the horrors and the stress of loss and the pain. she's giving it away even now listening to this nonsense that somewhat makes sense. even with her body altered, she breaks herself down over and over, risking her life and after everything to move towards her goal, if deconstructed to reach the end, who will rebuild her? ]
I'd give up everythin' just to see that blue hedgehog stripped of everything I ever had.
[ yeah, she'll say that shit aloud because no matter what, she cannot stand how he lives without consequences. how he chooses to rebuild and wait for the same threat over and over and over again to obtain praise from the masses where real heroes have to give up pieces of themselves. what has sonic lost during his whole time? it makes her feel pathetic knowing she wasn't able to get the final blow because if she could just...
she looks at her hands, fingers curling like she wouldn't mind choking him until his final breath. despite everything, he toys with her.
it's coming down to having nothing and then when she has nothing to give is that where she runs into a dead end of being a hero? that wall that'll be in her way she's unable to overcome because she gave up everything for that same little game of saving and waiting. ]
And what the hell is supposed to be better than a hero!? What am I supposed to do to even amount to what I'm supposed to be!?