I'm fairly certain Lambad uses more than a jar for his, and you've never complained.
[Alhaitham, on his own end, has always been fairly convinced of what Kaveh thinks of him. He won't deny that they'd been close, long ago, but that is a time that has long since passed, and the both of them are different people now. He has never held any hope for anything being like how they used to be, even if at times there are... snatches and fragments of what once was. And as bittersweet as those moments are, he does not let himself linger on them, for he knows better than most how nostalgia can distort even the worst of memories.
The facts are simply as they'd been laid out: Kaveh has said he regretted them ever being friends, and he'd been only living in Alhaitham's place out of necessity until the time comes where he can move out. These are the truths that Alhaitham has seen and understood and accepted, much like how the sky is blue and the grass is green. The certainty in them is one he'd never felt necessary to question, up until now. And now that he finds himself having to do so...
...he isn't sure what will be the answers he is going to find there, but Alhaitham has never been one to leave something unanswered if he can help it.]
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[Alhaitham, on his own end, has always been fairly convinced of what Kaveh thinks of him. He won't deny that they'd been close, long ago, but that is a time that has long since passed, and the both of them are different people now. He has never held any hope for anything being like how they used to be, even if at times there are... snatches and fragments of what once was. And as bittersweet as those moments are, he does not let himself linger on them, for he knows better than most how nostalgia can distort even the worst of memories.
The facts are simply as they'd been laid out: Kaveh has said he regretted them ever being friends, and he'd been only living in Alhaitham's place out of necessity until the time comes where he can move out. These are the truths that Alhaitham has seen and understood and accepted, much like how the sky is blue and the grass is green. The certainty in them is one he'd never felt necessary to question, up until now. And now that he finds himself having to do so...
...he isn't sure what will be the answers he is going to find there, but Alhaitham has never been one to leave something unanswered if he can help it.]