01 | text 💀 not dating advice

[stillarhino]

Type: text

Sender ID: stillarhino (Beat)
To: Everyone
Subject: A little help
Warnings: None

i kinda need some advice too and it aint really about dating
if something happened and you messed up big time
like REALLY messed up
howd ya go about making up to someone who got caught up in it
i wanna let them know that im sorry for real you know

hit me with whatcha got

[Was this supposed to be anonymous? No. Was this is supposed to be filtered away from Futaba? Yes. But is not... because someone forgot. Whoops.]

Comments

[stillarhino]

yeah exactly
dont make me repeat it again yo!

[Difference? He sees no difference.]

people can talk about shit if and when they wanna
forcing thems only gonna make them clam up more
me? i aint really got a lotta things to hide
dont do a lotta reading though

[book2thehead]

[... Y'know what? Okay.]

Oh? Sounds like you've got a good heart. You must've been through a lot to gain wisdom like that at such a young age.

[stillarhino]

i dunno about wisdom yo
im just talking about what i know

[And what he's gone through. What he described was exactly how he would've reacted if he were put in that situation.]

[book2thehead]

What you know now through experience and good sense? I believe that's exactly what many people call wisdom. Not all wise words come from elders and gods, you know.

[stillarhino]

hehe aint anyones called me wise before
aint really used to it

[Now this was a compliment he wasn't sure how to handle.]

[book2thehead]

[Don't get used to it-]

In any case, with your good sense and heart, I'm sure things will go well with your lady love~ :3

1/3

[stillarhino]

[aldjdkakjdhfh!!]

[stillarhino]

ALDJDKAKJDHFH

done

[stillarhino]

love??

[They haven't actually said that to each other yet.]

>8D

[book2thehead]

[Oh... Oh, that's fun~]

Hm? Did I assume incorrectly? You do LOVE her, don't you?

rubs fly hands together

[stillarhino]

YES!!
i mean nah
nah nah nah nah nah
i

[Each line comes as a single message sent in quick succession.]

i really like her

[But there's some hesitation there.]

CACKLES

[book2thehead]

[Oh, Beat. Look what happens when you want to be Heizou's friend. You get teased.]

Oh? I feel like I'm getting some mixed messages here, Beat!
How do you know it's only like and not love?

[stillarhino]

hold up for a sec yo!
it aint that i dunno aight

[But...? He swallows thickly. What had happened recently still weighs heavily in his mind. But there were a few things that he's realized from that as well. Something in particular that he hasn't put into words yet.]

[book2thehead]

It's not? Then what IS it?

[stillarhino]

its

[Auuugh.]

i just know that i care about her
and that imma do anything for her
aight?

[book2thehead]

[Cuuuute~]

How long were you together before arriving here? Just out of curiosity.

[stillarhino]

[This takes him a second. The whole forgetting thing makes it tricky, but thankfully prior to that is little easier.]

pretty sure its about a year

[book2thehead]

Man alive, that's a good amount of time! No wonder you feel so strongly about her~

[stillarhino]

shes the best thing that happened to me while we was there
and bumping into her and remembering everything is right up there with it for this place

[book2thehead]

Oh? That sounds quite a bit like "love" to me~

[stillarhino]

if thats what counts as it then yeah
guess i do

this heres my first relationship
aint got any experience before this

[book2thehead]

It sounds like it to me. :3

Though, admittedly, I'm also in the first real relationship I've ever had right now. So it's all kind of new to me.

[stillarhino]

[He's a little more conscious about how he replies for a bit. Because if this really was love, he wanted Futaba to be the first to hear the words out of his mouth.]

yo for real?
guess you and mes gonna be figuring this out together

[book2thehead]

I guess so! Though I do feel pretty confident about how I feel. I'm not sure what else it could be, after all.

[stillarhino]

its good that you know yo

guess its been so long i aint sure when it changed
and i liked her way longer than the two of us been together