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💭 have you ever had a showerthought

Type: Text
Sender ID: Oathkeeper (Sora)
To: Everyone!
Subject: Have you ever had a dream that that you um you had you you would you
Warnings: Tba.

have you ever had a random thought come to your head when you least expect it and you just don’t know what the answer to it would be? but you just can’t stop thinking about it? and you’ve gotta say it to somebody?

stuff like…

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It's good they did that but...

you don't have to accept it. If you're not ready, that's okay. I think the most important thing is how you feel about it, you were the one hurt. And if you want more time to come to terms with it, then you should take that.

You. You mean that?

'Cause I don't really know how I feel about it. Other than I still kinda feel mad.

Of course I mean it.

Shouldn't the person receiving the apology be the only one that really matters? If you're still mad, then that's what matters.

Would it help to talk about what aspects of it still make you mad?

I guess so, yeah.

It's just like. I know it's important but also like, what am I supposed to do with it? It doesn't change that they did all that stuff. To me and to Xion.

And how am I supposed to believe that it won't happen again?

No, it won't. Apologies don't really change anything, but actions can. Maybe that's why it's better to wait some, to really try to see if they're trying.

I don't think either of them would try anything horrible here. The reasons they had back home don't really exist here. But you can keep watching them and see if they stick to their apologies.

I've been. Trying to do that.
Saix and I have helped each other out a few times. It's weird.

It's just tough. Waiting.
It makes me scared that something's going to happen.

That's good! He and I have talked some too. We had floating cake together and that went well. You're right though, it is really weird.

And hard to not be worried about what might go wrong.
But you're not alone here. Even if something does happen, you've got friends here to help you. I'm here and I'll be there to help you with anything.

[It probably takes a little bit before Roxas responds, starting and stopping many different texts.]

Yeah, he's almost? Okay? to talk to sometimes?

I know. I guess it's just.
I don't know.
It's hard to shake the feeling

Never imagined we'd say anything about him. At least not this version of him.

[ now it's her turn to pause in texts for a moment. she's not entirely sure if her advice is any good and second guesses it a lot. ]

I know. Maybe you don't need to put pressure on yourself to try to shake it. Maybe you can just try to slowly take it day by day. When the feeling gets to be too much you can maybe call someone? You don't even have to call to talk, you could just invite them out somewhere or something like that! Something to get your mind off it?